vikhunter

I lost my sweet girl nearly 11 weeks ago and the pain and sorrow seem to intensify. I feel like flood gates of emotion have opened. I find that previously I was trying to just keep things in check and "manage" myself and my grief. What I am learning is to simply let myself "be" and feel what I feel when I feel it. It is so very hard as I, probably like many of you, am so tired of feeling such deep sorrow and sadness. I find anger in it as I don't think it is the right way ...

Like many I fear I simply "survived" Christmas this year. Between the loss of our sweet baby girl and family strife, it was nothing short of disaster. I had family visiting from Indiana (17 hours away) and I think emotions were high for all of us. I know they feel the loss too but I was also hoping for a bit of a "hall pass" when it came to lack of patience by both my husband and myself. It didn't work out that way. It was no way to honor Christ's birth or my daughter. ...