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Happy 1st Thanksgiving, Liam Anthony!

We made it... got through our first Thanksgiving. The holidays bring up a mix of emotions, mostly sadness because you aren't here to share them with us. I know that you are here with us, but it's different. I keep telling myself that "different" is good, but it still breaks my heart. Not having you to hold is the one thing that I never wanted to be different!

On Wednesday, we took Landon out to dinner and to see Happy ...

Well the appointment didn't go so well. When we were diagnosed we were told that they believed that it was a small hernia. Well when we went in Wednesday they informed us that Ridley's heart was pushed way over and that the left side may not be growing as it should. We also found out that not only are some bowels and his stomach, but also a portion of his liver are up. The nice thing about the whole day was seeing my son. They estimated his weight at 2lbs and 11oz
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Ethan is about to celebrate his 4th Thanksgiving. We are so thankful to have him here to share this special day with us. He won't be eating turkey and dressing this year, but that's ok. Maybe next year. He did taste some lemonade last night and liked it. Praying for all those who are grieving, homebound or in the hospital. Thanking God for family and friends. Wishing everyone a day full of Thanks.

Im 34 weeks, and im getting more and more........
scared, excited, overwhelmed everything you can imagine!

yet im ready to meet my baby girl!
I wanna see her already, hold her, hear her cry!
I know that wont happen right away but each day makes it closer!
Even thought i have to be in seattle to be induced & deliver.
Im scared its in a city I dont know, a city i dont have family && friends, i dont want to ever leave her in that city ...

this past week Axel got the sniffles. but with Axel it's just never plain sniffles. We had to be taken by ambulance the second day of his sniffles due to low O2. He was SATing 75, 76. His pulmonary doctor didn't even have to see his chart, she just said you're not leaving here today. He was admitted put on antibiotics, high plow cannula, and steroids. by the next day he was off his oxygen and feeling a lot better. We were sent home that afternoon with a few meds and told to be kept inside. He's ...