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Good Morning, My Little One,

Today has already been an extremely emotional day. So many thoughts and fears are running through my mind and I am struggling to not drown myself in them. The root of it all is how much I miss you, Liam Anthony! There are days when nothing makes sense and I can barely put one foot in front of the other. Today is one of those days that I just want to crawl into a deep, dark hole and stay there. I'm emotionally unstable and unpredictable, I'm shaky and rotate ...

Hello, My Little Peanut,

It has been quite a while since I've posted a blog and I feel like there is so much I need to catch folks up on.

Last week I became CHERUBS' VT representative. I am really excited to be a part of such an amazing organization! It is my hope and goal to do great things and continue to make you proud and help you lgeacy grow and blossom!

Daddy went away this weekend to see Uncle Jeff, Auntie Kristina and their new little man, Harrison. ...

Good Morning our Mighty Lion!

Nonna had a good weekend. LanMan came to hang out with Nonna & Grandpa on Saturday. You would love your Big Brother. He is so smart and so darn cute. I have to admit that while watching he & grandpa playing cars, I broke down & cried. I miss you Angel so much and think about you each day. Knowing that you would be smiling, giggling, roaring, crawling by now. I understand you are doing all those things in heaven. Sometimes it just overwhelms ...

Axel had been doing great. We hadn't had any big things happen. He started scooting everywhere. Now we don't have to pick him up and carry him to every room we go to. He scoots on his own there. If he starts crying wanting me he cries and scoots to where i'm at. So independent on, but getting into everything. Every new stain on the carpet is all Axel's doing. I don't mind. He starting to get fussy every time we put him in the carseat. He knows lots of things are happening out side and he can't ...

Good Morning, Precious Lion!

Nonna has been thinking about you much more these last few weeks. Bittersweet thoughts & hurts that will never heal. Nonna never knows when her emotions will spring up & overtake me.

I was on transfer rescue duty over the weekend. We had to take a 2 year old to FAHC because he had pneumonia. I hadn't been to the Children's Ward since your big brother spent 2 days there before you were born. As we walked into the ward, I became ...