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This is very difficult to write. To the ones who are reading this, I must say that its not going to be easy to hear and as I write this my heart is saddened and grieving.
For the past 4 days Bryson has been doing so well. His numbers were fantastic. He was almost on room air, which the lowest he got down to was 31%, and he was almost completely off of the nitric gas. His o2 saturation was in the high 90's and just soared through the last few days. Jason and I were knocking on wood because ...

Good Morning, My Precious Liam!

Yesterday was an incredibly stressful day! I spent the latter of my day feeling frustrated and being pulled in every which direction. By the time I left work, I couldn't differentiate between heads and tails. When I got home, Landon hadn't napped yet, so he and I took a nap for a couple of hours. I woke up in a much better mood. By this time, your Daddy and I discussed everything, vented, and moved on.

I struggle to cope with your passing, ...

she been stable since birth she on 90%oxygen and trying to drop it, shes been really good no other problems have came up, beside pulmanery hypertention but has been stable the last two days both numbers at 100 for the lower half & top half of her body. she has daily chest xrays, and her lungs have been getting bigger on the own, shes had an ultrasound and have found that her heart dosent pump as much or hard enough, dont remeber the name but they think its just from begin born and soon will ...

My Perfect Little Peanut, Liam,

My mind is wandering and racing with so many thoguhts today- some not so pleasant. The unpleasant ones are not sadness, fear, depression. I am always said because you are not with me-in the physical sense, but I am beyond frustrated at some people. Good gracious, some people expect the world to bow and cater to them and it just cannot be! That's not what makes the world turn- the world does not revolve around them! It's upsetting because certain people ...

Bryson...Bryson.....Bryson...
What is mommy going to do with you. Since Friday you gave mommy and daddy quite a scare. You started bleeding excessively and the doctors said that they weren't sure that they were going to be able to help you. They got the bleeding stopped but it was touch and go for a while. They had to abruptly take you off of ECMO and because of that no one knew how you were going to do. They put you on the conventional vent and cranked up the o2 to 100%.That was Thursday ...