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Since my last post Ive had many test done from amniocintisis(spellcheck),MRI, Ultrasounds, blood work! Everything under the sun, yet all woth it. The most painfull one was the amnio, first im super scared of needle and looking at blood! The doctor pretty much coud see i was nervous that he sugarcoated the process to me, his words were no pain lil poke and all done you wont feel a thing!!! i just asked to not be showed the needle so he didnt. once they pulled it out my moms jaw dropped and i knew ...

Hello, My Perfect Peanut,

Liam, Momma is reaching for you again today! One of Momma's very best friend's had her baby today. I do not know yet what she had, his or her name, or if she and Baby are healthy, but I am assuming they are. Although I am so happy for her, I can feel myself crumbling and choking up. Moments like this pose the ever present question: Why weren't you healthy? Why did this happen to you.. to us as a family? It seems like everybody is having healthy babies all ...

We went yesterday for an ultrasound and to see the doctor. The ultrasound was actually interesting as it was the first time I could actually see the trail of bowel( a thin white line) that was from his chest to his diapghram. The doctor said that it was probably where the opening is. Everything is pretty much the same as we have already known, but I guess since we had the MRI they can see more of his lungs and see that his one lung is underdeveloped,they called it Hypoplasia. So, we weren't suprised ...

My Dearest, Most Perfect Angel, Liam,

I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was holding you in my arms and you were staring up at me, studying my face. I woke up to your big brother tossing in his sleep. I look at his face and I once again realized how much you boys are alike. I am amazed at how identical you are!

I have so many questions and I am desparately reaching for any answer I can find. I miss you more than words could ever express! It hurts my heart to ...

We had our MRI done a couple weeks ago, to get the final about if it is a LCDH or a CCAM.
They came back and said it is " consistent with a CDH and there is loop of bowel in his chest."
I haven't seen the pictures and havent read the report, we go tomorrow to meet with the doctor and for another ultrasound. We were suprised to hear the news especially after we had another high risk say that he didn't feel it was CDH. We were hopeful and believing that perhaps it wasnt, ...