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  1. Missing my baby

    I am just missing my baby. I can't believe that this new year is here. I think that it makes the loss of Faith so much more difficult. Before I could hang on to the time that she was here...thinking that it wasn't so long ago that I held her in my arms.

    As we get closer to a year it feels so much harder. I want to do something for her birthday but I am not sure what to do. I hope that I have the strength to do something. I was thinking about doing a book drive. Another CDH mom does ...
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  2. 1266 messages

    When you don't check daily the messages sure add up. Life has been crazy busy. We have been getting into the swing of things with school and more involved in church. Now I feel like I am doing TOO MUCH!

    Another month has passed and still no baby. I think we will use ovulation kit next month so that we can find out if I am ovulating and when.

    I feel like I am missing out on so much with Faith in Heaven. I know she is breathing easy there. I just feel so cheated sometimes. ...
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  3. Been a little while...

    I haven't been on here in awhile. It's so hard to log on and see that another baby has lost its battle. After Faith passed, I wanted her to be the last one. It seems to have been a rough year for CDH babes.

    My heart breaks for Kerri, oh how I wish she wasn't in this place. I pray that God is holding Kayla and know that they are watching over Kerri and her husband. She was a beautiful little girl, who fought through so much.

    As Tiffany mentioned in her post, we have ...
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  4. Re reading posts

    I have been so involved in the new parents on this site and have been wanting to remember what feelings I had after we ewre diagnosied. I want to help them, but sometimes wonder if they want to hear from the mom of a non-survivor. I know when I joined that I just wanted information. I know that both parents of survivors and non survivors go through the same things prenatally, so I shouldn't worry, but I do. I just want to help them the way so many on here helped me out.

    It seems ...
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  5. It's been awhile

    It's been awhile since I last wrote in my blog. I have been struggling lately with the guilt of moving on. It feels as though I am leaving her in the past. How do you show your love to those who have passed? I am struggling with that right now. I love her soooo much and for some crazy reason feel like if I move on I am not showing her that love.
    My mind is a battle field between the feelings I have and what I know. I know that moving on shows that I care and is healthy, but moving on makes ...
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