It was my second time to be a mom.....just didn't know it would be to an Angel!! I had my first son when was 21. Novmber 1,2011. That was the best day of my life!!! then when he was 6 months I found out that he was going to be a brother!! December 19,2012 was my appointment! doctor told me don't go home your going to have your baby soon!!! and sure enough....December 20,2012 I gave birth to a 6Lb 12oz baby boy!! 3 hours later they came in to tell me he wasn't going to make it and I needed to make a decision. he had 10% chance and was brain dead. He had a defect called CDH. that was the first time I heard of this horrible heartbreaker! I was 22 and had to make a decision that would haunt me for the rest of my life. I want to help there young moms out there that is having to battle with this demon!! feel free to message me!! I don't have many friends since the lost of our son. funny how when you need someone he most everyone shows there true colors!!