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I am so worried

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I hate not knowing I am so ready to hold him to see him to know he is okay. I hate waiting to find out how he will be. I just do not think I can take this. I know I might sound like a big baby right know and that is fine by me. I just hate this feeling. I just keep thinking what did I do wrong.I am only 24 weeks and I am already ready for him to be here. I just hate that I can not enjoy being pregnant. I just hate this all together I can not stop praying I acutally caught myself closing my eyes to pray the other day while driving down the road. Yeah I know I sound crazy I kinda feel that I might be a little right now.
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  1. JoleneEdgar's Avatar
    Hey Jess!! I can remember all too well what you are describing and it was 8yrs. ago I went down this path. My little girl is a LCDH survivor. I would be happy to talk to you if that would help. I found comfort in talking to people of the CDH road they endured. If not that is fine as well know that I am keeping you close in prayers.

    hugz~Jolene proud mama of a fighter who is 7.5yrs. old.
    cdhmama2000@yahoo.com
  2. StephanieOlivarez's Avatar
    Hello Jess-
    I feel for you so much!!!
    Having Shelby July 10, 2006 and knowing that she had a LCDH, it was so hard during the pregnancy to imagine what would happen.
    Try and stay strong and get support when you need it. Like Jolene said- I am here for you also!!!For anything you want to talk about!!!!!!!
    I send you thoughts and prayers.
  3. ChristinaTennyson's Avatar
    Hi, Jess. You don't sound crazy at all! It's a tough road, and it's hard to comprehend just how tough unless you've been down it yourself. I found out early, too, and I think the early days are the hardest. There are lots of ups and downs ahead, so be sure to give yourself a break and try to do some "normal" things when you can. (Surprisingly therapeutic.) I was very fortunate to have a close friend who went through something similar (not CDH, but a son with serious heart defect), and talking and praying helped. Not right away, but over time. Like so many others here, I'm here if you need anything at all.

    loraychris@yahoo.com
  4. ChristinaTennyson's Avatar
    P.S. you didn't do anything wrong. Your child's condition isn't because you didn't take care of yourself, and it's not some kind of punishment. My Nicole will be 11 months old this week.