AdalPearson

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A few days ago I saw a story on the news that caused me to "remeber"the connection that I have to the rest of you.
Even now 7 years later, and having a survivor, the expierence is always painful to re-live even when I know the outcome.
So...my old obgyn has been plastered all over the news this week because her license has been suspended due to the fact that the medical bord found her to be "an immediate threat to the safety of the public health" 7 years later...and now they tell me!
I always new I guess, but never attempted to take legal actions because at the time I was grateful that he was able to come home. However, now I am upset with myself after hearing the news that a baby died during birth 1 month after my sons birth, and her knowing how deeply she misdiagnosed,sorry never diagnosed my sons birthdefect after all the signs, and him never uttering a cry after delivery; her urging me to hold him and nurse him for 30 min after....which they surgeons later had to pump out of his system(poor Daniel) when we said there is something wrong.....urrr the frustration I have now with myself for not advocating more for my 18yr old self at the time.

Now after the shock of seeing her on the news, it brought me into reflection, and I found myself back at Cherubs and feeling some shame in the fact that I have taken for granted my son Daniel and everthing he has overcome,and how it could've been...and what true miracle he is!
I hope to give back to Cherubs what Daniel has given me.