JenniferTenney

I always regretted not doing a blog ... it feels so good to get my thoughts out, even if no one reads it...and I can type faster than I can write.
First, the sadness ... my heart is breaking for Jaden's family and Anne Marie Randall ... my goodness, there is so much sadness in the world and sometimes there is no justice ... I don't get it, I have so many questions for God. I don't know how to thank him for my blessings without blaming him for other's losses. And those losses affect me, because, as we all can now, we can see ourselves in those parents. I can imagine it so vividly. We have stood by that bed and felt that same fear ... it's just some of us got to feel relief, while other's felt pain following the fear. I don't know why some are spared while others aren't and I guess it isn't for me to understand.
Yet my life is blessed. Dakota learned to give the most adorable kisses now. She gives big open mouth kisses and then smiles, so proud of her self! She is so adorable! She is getting closer to walking too! She loves animals but my sister's golden retriever puppy knocked her down this morning and she started crying like crazy. She is napping now, but I hope it doesn't affect her love of animals ... because it is so adorable! I love my little baby sooooooo much!