JenniferTenney

Okay, I have to admit something. I just reread my last blog entry and I said something a little untruthful. I said that I did not join Cherubs before Dakota was born because there just wasn't time. That is not all true, because I researched obsessively for the less than 3 weeks between diagnosis and birth, so of course I found Cherubs, but to be honest, the name Cherubs scared me. At that time, I had a strict rule for my sanity-I would only read survivor blogs. The couple of angels I heard about stuck with me and played over and over in my head like a nightmare, so I avoided signing up for this site because I was scared of the angel stories. I regret it now, because like I said in the last entry, I would have loved to have the support, knowledge, and unselfish love from others who went through what I was going through, whether they had a beautiful angel or a survivor. But I am so glad I signed up when I got home! Each cherub I hear about and pray for makes my life richer and fuller and changes me in some way. So thanks for sharing ... and I am glad a lot of other moms are braver than me.