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just getting it off my chest

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Mekhaai is 3 1/2 months now, he is rolling everywhere and army crawling on his belly!!! I was tickling him and he was just cracking up and blowing bubbles and it dawned on me, he is not this exotic,delicate little bird made of glass, he is a normal baby. I know it sounds bad, but I didn't even know I was treating him like that. I would always hold him gently and quietly, kiss him gently and talk gently and love on him from sun up to sun down and my routine was to check his tummy for I dont know what, but I checked it, and I would listen to his breathing and make sure his chest didnt go in to far, I think I was making sure my little glass bird wasnt cracked anywhere. So, as I am sitting there on this particular day, He rolls over to me and looks up with his big eyes and he smiles at me and I touch the back of his neck and he cracks up like it tickled him, so I did it agian and he laughed again, and I cried. Poor littl guy is gonna think I am weird but it was so normal, and I realized that I had been treating him like that little exotic glass bird. I read many blogs but I never read about this, or maybe I didnt remember that part, but what great feeling. I think the more stories I read the more protective I get, there have been alot of sad stories lately and each time I read one, I hold him a little tighter.
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