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Liam, I need your strength!

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My Dear Liam,

Mama needs your strength right now! A good friend of Mama and Daddy's just had her baby, a boy named Austin. Your Auntie Whit sent me a picture, although I never wanted one. I know she wasn't trying to upset me, but now I sit here, a complete hysterical wreck, at my desk. I'm just devastated... I don't mean to sound like an awful friend, but it's just not fair! I'm devastated, bitter, upset and more sad than I knew I could ever be. If I can't have you, I feel like nobody should have a healthy baby. I know that sounds terrible, but it's how I feel. I told Ti Ti and Nonna to tell everyone that I don't want anymore pictures or details. I just don't care and don't want to know.

I feel awful for feeling this way, but I have to be real and feel my feelings.

Please, Liam, give me your strength! Mama needs you so much right now! (Although I ALWAYS need you, and ALWAYS WILL!)

I love you, My Perfect Boy,

All My Love,
Mama
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  1. Lynn Howard's Avatar
    It's ok to feel what you feel. You're just being truthful with your feelings and that means you do have Liam's strength with you.
    Prayers going up for you today.

    Lynn
  2. Chris and TracyMeats's Avatar
    Big (((HUGS))) to you. May you always feel your son's love and strength around you.