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ElizabethCorea

speechless, hearthbroken and scared!

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ElizabethCorea
, 08-30-2011 at 09:57 AM (1661 Views)
When i was told my baby had CDH, i was speechless! I had a million and one questions just couldnt put them in words. I couldnt do anything let alone talk back to the doctor while he asked questions, I just knew nothing anyone says could make me feel any better, nothing anyone did could make me feel less sad. They knew silence was the best way they can help me. So when i drove myself home I couldnt speak to my babys father we were both hearthbroken. That was the only time he never tried to make me feel better, because he couldnt his first child that he is so excited for needs his help and he cant help. He can only stand back, watch and prey! Now that I have a number of doctors calling for appiontments all my family, friends and co-workers are nervous and scared to ask for a update, which i would be too. Im scared. . . . Im scared I wont be albe to hold her, see her grow, go to school, see her first steps, and many more! My baby and two sons are my world, Im lost without them. My boys are to young to tell them their sister is very sensitive, so till they understand all they know there sister is almost home. there ready to play and feed her. To all that, Im speechless, hearthbroken and scared!
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  1. Chris and TracyMeats's Avatar
    ((((HUGS)))) to you during this difficult time. My prayers are with you and your family.
  2. juliedobbs's Avatar
    I have to say when reading your entry my heart went out to you. When are you due? I am praying for you for strength and understanding. We as well, have been on an ongoing roller coaster and back and forth from diagnosis' and just now got the final MRI report back that it is consistent with a LCDH. We are believing for a miracle in your baby as well as ours. Know that there are many people here for you during this time. God bless.
  3. pearlmae's Avatar
    I have tears in my eyes reading this because I will never forget the day the doctor told me that my precious baby girl had a "serious problem" All I wanted to do was scream. This could NOT be happening. I am here for you and praying for you. Be strong and keep us posted. Ill be thinking of you.
  4. JadeHunt's Avatar
    Elizabeth,

    We did not know that our son, Liam had CDH until they cut his umbilical cord and he stopped breathing. I got to hold Liam on the day he passed away. I held him for hours and hours. Our two year old son, Landon is too young to understand what his little brother went through, but he knows that Liam is with us and tells everyone about his "Angel Brother."

    My heart and arms reach for you! From one mother to another, this is a terribly difficult journey that no parent should ever have to go on. Just know that there are many mothers around you that know how you feel and are here to support and comfort you in any way possible.

    My thoughts, heart, and prayers are with you!

    Jade
  5. ElizabethCorea's Avatar
    thanks everyone for your support! sorry i dont get on the site alot but i will post another blog soon with updates