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Holiday Blues

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Dearest Liam, Our Mighty Lion:

Well it's December and still no snow. However, I don't think that will help my humbug mood. Nonna is having trouble with this upcoming holiday. I did do a bit of decorating the other night. Your big brother, Landon came for a few hours. Grandpa & I smiled & laughed while he was with us. We needed that. I read to him from the Bible the story of the birth of Jesus and sung him a Happy Birthday, Jesus song.

Sweet Angel, I miss you more each day. I look & talk to your pictures and search your beautiful face for answers as to why.

Momma, Lan & I go to church on Sunday. The Bible has great comfort in it.

We know that you are soaring with the Angels as well as roaring and as LanMan tells Momma: "Member there's no boo-boo's in heaven".

Please know sweet angel that you are loved & missed more each day.

God Bless You, Our Littlest Pooper Doll.

Love You To The Moon & Back,

Nonna
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  1. carla grover's Avatar
    Hi Maria, my name is Carla and I too am a grandmother of a CDH cherub. Reading your blog I understand how you are feeling. We lost our little Kage 14 hrs after he was born. He was born on December 1 and past away on the 2nd. What a devastation. I feel like I have been hit with a double whammy. My heart is breaking for my daughter and my heart is breaking over the loss of our dear Kage. I wonder if I will every stop crying. This is so hard and sometimes I feel like I should be strong for everyone and then my feelings just get pushed away. I manage to get through with the strength of God. Without him I don't know how I would.
  2. MariaFarnsworth's Avatar
    Hi Carla,

    Our Angel Cherub Liam was born May 22, 2011 & earned his angel wings June 25, 2011. Words cannot express watching our daughter & son in-law making decisions that no parent should ever have to make. Jade never left Liam's side. Dustin stayed for 2 weeks but then had to return to work. There was a 5 hour driving distance to Children's Hospital in Boston as we live in Vermont. They also have a 2-1/2 year healthy son that Dustin's mom & I were caretaking for. The stress they put on themselves by wanting to be in two places at once and the manner in which they held everything together is truly amazing. I cannot imagine what they go through each & every day and we all thank God for Landon who is the glue that holds us together and reminds us that "Momma says there are no boo-boo's in heaven". He is a truly joyful spirit. His plan we are not privy to his plan but one day we will all be together.

    I pray for peace, comfort & solace for you & your daughter and that God show you both grace & mercy.

    Thank you for responding ~ some days are better than others; however I never know what will trigger my emotions. Our family had tremendous hometown support. We have vowed to pay it forward in Liam's Memory.

    Blessings Always,
    Maria
  3. MariaFarnsworth's Avatar
    Carla,

    Please know how very sorry I am this has happened to another family. No family should ever have to face such a tragedy.

    Blessings,