MariaFarnsworth

Hi Angel,

Nonna was awake at 3:45 this morning. Didn't take my melatonin so my mind & heart were racing with all kinds of thoughts & prayers. So many heart-wrenching things go through my mind & heart when I can't sleep or are otherwise distracted.

Always, Always praying for baby Cherubs' and their families and praying for our family.

Nonna missed church this Sunday. Tried to finish my Christmas shopping. In hindsight, I wished I had gone to church. Pastor is so very uplifting and my mind & body are feeling the affects of not feeling close enough to God.

Grandpa and I miss you so so very much. I look at your pictures and talk to you through my tears. So perfect you are! I then look at & talk to Great-Grandpa Red & Cousin, Yorr asking them to continue to be with you. I just don't understand.

I don't know what it is about Christmas that just tears at your heart even more than any time during the year.

Dear Sweet Lion Angel, continue to watch over us all especially Momma, Daddy, Landon & Lucy. Know how very much you are Loved, Missed & Cherished more and more each day.

Roar Sweet Angel Roar!

God Bless You,

Nonna