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Christmas Joys

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Bryson,

I am so thankful for tiny little moments spent with you. You woke up today and looked right at me. Your eyes were wide open and you were as precious as can be. You seemed calm and i was cleaning your drool and making sure that your neck was dry. You are such a little drooler. I started talking to you and thought to sing Christmas carols to you. so, I started singing and your tiny eyeballs got heavy. They started to close and you fell back to sleep. The profusionist that was there said that he must like you singing because his stats are going up. They hit 96%. But I have been singing to you for 9 months and so I would hope that you know your mommy's voice. You are so incredibly precious and I just am so glad that you are here. Its not ideal but you are doing good and you look great. You are swelling up a little from the fluid access and so you look like a little sumo wrestler. But just know your mommy loves you so much. Your grandma and Gramps love you and meme and poppa love you. Your daddy and Landon love you.
I have your Christmas Stocking hanging up and I plan to fill it up with some things. I know it sounds silly bc you won't need it right now and you don't care but its your first Christmas.
I love you so much. God has shown me a lot of things these past few days. Brought to me people who only God can do. Those Divine moments where God is involved with and I know its God.
I know that it can always be worse than it is. I talked to a couple in the house and they are from Lakeland. They had twins and actually lost one of them. The other one is not doing well and has some major complications. I immediately teared up and my heart sank for them. I hugged her as she started breaking down. They have been in the house for 3 months. I told them I was praying for them and from a mom to a mom that if she needed anything or to just talk that I was here for her.
I know that there are so many people that we walk by and don't know their story. I have walked by them by so much and hadn't said anything to them.
I am thankful that you are doing as well as you are. You are my little Christmas Miracle. Even though I can't take you home, and even though it might seem hard, when you look at me it makes it all worth it. I know you are going to be ok.
I am so blessed to have so many friends and family praying for you. You have no idea the love and support that is coming from so many directions, from all over the country, from all over the world.
You are becoming very popular. I know that you didn't choose this, I wish it wasn't the case for you right now. God will bring favor to you and to our family. I am blessed and so thankful for people posting your picture and prayer request on there pages. The amount of responses that we have gotten is overwhelming. Thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart. People who don't even know you are praying and interceding for you, my son.
You are my little miracle already and I love you so much. Merry Christmas!
Love you always,
Your mommy
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  1. JadeHunt's Avatar
    Julie,

    You are such a strong woman! Bryson is very lucky to have such a courageous and beautiful Mommy! Our love and prayers are being sent your way as always!

    With much love,
    Jade
  2. Chris and TracyMeats's Avatar
    Praying for you precious Christmas miracle. Stay strong Bryson and keep fighting!!

    Much love and prayers coming your way,
    Tracy
  3. MariaFarnsworth's Avatar
    Being a "former" cheerleader Mom, I'll say this:

    "Go Bryson Go"

    Many prayers & positive thoughts always!

    Blessings,

    Cherub Angel, Liam's Nonna ~ Maria