JadeHunt

Good Afternoon, Liam Anthony Hunt!

Today has been a rather good day for Momma. The sun is shining outside my window at work and the group of girls that I work with are absolutely hysterical! They keep me on my toes and always know how to make me laugh and smile. I thank God for their friendship and support!

Landon has been having a rough few days. Yesterday I took him to the doctor because of a running nose, dry cough, goopy eyes and chest congestion. He's always such a trooper, but he did not appreciate the doctor examining his ears. Come to find out, Landon has a double inner ear infection. The first one he's ever had. The doctor prescribed Amoxicillin twice a day for the next 10 days and Debrox ear drops twice a day for the next 3 days and for 3 days before his next doctor's appointment. The Amoxicillin tastes good, but he does not like his ear drops, nor does he like the saline nasal spray. He is so stuffy and his little eyes are all red and running. I hate seeing you boys sick! Just as I wanted to make you better, I want to make Lan feel better. Unfortunately, we just have to wait for the antibiotics to kick in and for time to help it all peter out. I'm so impatient, especially when it comes to the health of my boys! I always want the best for you both and always do my damndest to make sure that you both have everything that you need. Sometimes, it is all out of my control and I wish it wasn't. I wish I could have healed you, My Precious Angel! I will always wish that. I am so sorry that I couldn't, Baby! This disease, although I know so much about it, still is a mystery to me. Your doctors have said, "It's nothing you or Dustin (your Daddy) did or didn't do. There is nothing you could have done to prevent it or change it." Even though we know that, it doesn't make us beat ourselves up any less. I hope that some day we have answers to some of our burning questions and in turn, find peace and understanding.

I love you, Liam Anthony Hunt! I cherush you and am in awe of you! Thank you for being my guiding light and guardian Angel! I love you more than you'll ever know- though I'll always make sure to show you and tell you!

God Bless You, My Perfect Little Peanut!

All My Love Forever and Ever, Amen,
Momma