JadeHunt

Good Morning, My Little Peanut,

It seems like a while since I've written. Life has been so busy and so hectic, that I am completely exhausted. I even have been ignoring the housework because I have no motivation at the end of the day. Now, that means I'm super tired; you know what an OCD neat-freak I am!

We had to take Landon back to the doctors' office due to a really bad cough. It is productive and he's moving the "yuckies" around, so I'm hopeful that with a few more days on his antibiotic, he will be better. If the cough were dry, it would mean that all the "yuckies" are sedentary in his lungs- that almost always turns into pneumonia! At any rate, he is still his wild self! You boys are such troopers! I get the sniffles and I'm a mess; Daddy gets a hang nail and he's whiny; you and Lan are so strong and resilient! I am amazed by My Beautiful Boys!

I am LOVING the lack of snow this winter! It's been bitter cold the past fews days and we've had a few sleet and freezing rain storms, but not a ton of snow! I can handles sleet and freezing rain- either I drive incredibly slow, or I don't drive at all! I'm not a big fan of snow and never really have been. It's pretty for like a week, then I'm over it! Daddy and I have been talking more about the four of us and Lucy moving to Nashville. Daddy thought I was joking at first, but I was completely serious! He's warming up to the idea! You and I will have to work on him a bit more! It won't be an easy move, and I know that. I'm an optimist, but I'm also a realist. This will be a very long and methodical process, but it's something that I really want for our little family! I just feel like living in VT, Daddy and I are struggling big time to keep our heads above water- sometimes, we sink completely. I don't want us to live the rest of our lives feeling that way! I want better things for you boys! I want Landon to be able to go to the college or university that he wants to, not the one your Daddy and I can afford. I want Daddy to have a job that he LOVES and gets paid what he deserves! Daddy has a BA degree in Business Management and I get paid more than he does. I am a licensed Cosmetologist and a Licensed Nurse Aid- how much sense does that make? I just want a better life for all of us, and I feel like if we stay in a place that we really cannot afford to live in or have jobs that don't pay want we deserve, we are going to struggle forever. I don't want to live like that! I don't want any of us to live like that! The hardest part is leaving our parents and siblings. That still pulls at us!

I love you, Liam Anthony Hunt! I need your strength, courage and guidance! You are above us in Heaven and you and God can see what lies ahead. We are blind to that.

I miss you so much and struggle each day with out you! Your and Landon's love give me the strength to keep going! I do it for You, Daddy and Landonbug!

God Bless You, My Perfect Angel!
All My Love For All Eternity,
Momma