A month and a day
by
, 05-06-2014 at 02:02 AM (7298 Views)
It's been a month and a day since her birth and death day. I feel like I just keep reliving that day over & over again. I find myself day dreaming about it all the time. I have those regrets of what I shoulda/coulda done but I can't beat myself up over it. I feel like it is hard to talk to my friends and family because they are tired of hearing about it. Ooorrrr... like in the case of my nana (grandma), she says that I'm putting on a front and I'll break down later. I honestly don't feel like I'm hiding anything. I'm really just trying to get all my feelings in order. I miss my daughter and I wish I had answers.