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A month and a day

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It's been a month and a day since her birth and death day. I feel like I just keep reliving that day over & over again. I find myself day dreaming about it all the time. I have those regrets of what I shoulda/coulda done but I can't beat myself up over it. I feel like it is hard to talk to my friends and family because they are tired of hearing about it. Ooorrrr... like in the case of my nana (grandma), she says that I'm putting on a front and I'll break down later. I honestly don't feel like I'm hiding anything. I'm really just trying to get all my feelings in order. I miss my daughter and I wish I had answers.
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  1. FeleciaWoodruff's Avatar
    I'm so sorry for your loss. If you need someone to talk to I'm here. I'm a good listener.
  2. SusanR's Avatar
    I too relive that day over and over...ESPECIALLY on Mondays because it happened on a Monday. And I too feel like family and friends must be tired of me talking about it so now i just keep it to myself. I feel like it being summertime and everyone talking about their planned summer vacations...the last thing I want to do is ruin anyone's good time. just because i'm sad and depressed doesn't mean everyone else has to be that way too.