vikhunter

Wow! The last few days have been so very hard. We are four weeks in to grieving for our sweet angel girl Ari and it does not seem to get any easier. I read so much on this site and know there are others grieving as we are. I just breaks my heart even more. I went to the cemetary today to see my little lady and be close to her. I find it more comfortable to talk to her when I am driving and than sitting at a place where only her "shell" resides. I miss her so very much. I miss all the experiences we could have shared, I miss the love only a child can bring....As I type, I look outside at the Denver sky and see a beautiful sunset that reminds me of my lovely little lady. It warms my heart temporarily as I know there is a heaven and that is exactly where she is. Selfishly, I just want her here with me. Much love to all mothers out there!