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I just do not know what to do. I am in the Army and I asked my commander about how they would be there for me if my baby needs to stay in the hospital for a while. He then told me that when my maternity leave ( which is about 6 to 8 weeks)is up I will be right back to work. I can not imagine not being at the hospital with my baby. I just do not know what to do. Does anyone have any suggestions?

Took Shelby to the doc friday- her Mickey Button site was very red and irrated. Found out - doc thinks it is a staph infection- put her on a anti-biotic and it looks so much better. It seems we learn something new everyday with our little butterfly!!!!
She is WALKING!!!She looks like a little doll and has trouble bending her knees!!But we are SO VERY proud of her.
Christmas is coming and we are knocking on wood we stay home this year!!!It is all in God;s hands.
Our other three ...

Well it is 4 am and I have 2 1/2 more hours that I could be sleeping, but nope I am "wide awake". Grrrr, this is what makes the third trimester so difficult-and I am barely in it! I have a very active baby kicking like crazy inside of me, my leg won't stop cramping, I can't get comfortable, my back aches, and I am having the strangest dreams! So here I am in the wee hours of the morning trying to stay busy. Well, I guess its my bodies way of getting me ready for the sleepless nights ...

I hate not knowing I am so ready to hold him to see him to know he is okay. I hate waiting to find out how he will be. I just do not think I can take this. I know I might sound like a big baby right know and that is fine by me. I just hate this feeling. I just keep thinking what did I do wrong.I am only 24 weeks and I am already ready for him to be here. I just hate that I can not enjoy being pregnant. I just hate this all together I can not stop praying I acutally caught myself closing my eyes ...

It's been a couple weeks since I've posted and oh, how my Adam has changed over the that time. I recall posting some time ago about how I had to wonder what the age of 15 months was going to bring. Oh it's here and in full throttle.

There's no doubt about it, I've got myself a little smartie! I'm amazed at the problem solving skills this kid has for his age. For example, we keep a stool in our kitchen, mainly for Aaron to use. Adam has mastered using the stool and yesterday ...