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I miss Gabe. I miss him every second of every day. I miss the dream of our happy little family. I miss being naive. I always had this dream of our family. The simple typical dream. Two carseats in the back-a boy and a girl. In my dream they always had names-Gabriel and Makayla. I am so happy about being pregnant with Makayla, but I feel robbed. It is bittersweet knowing that I will be having this beautiful girl-but she will never know her special brother. It's hard to know that I have to live ...

I like setting the mood to "angelic". :)

Well, it's been a crazy 2 weeks.

CHERUBS... We've had over 50 new members since the site has gone live. We've had a lot of people overwhelmed by all the information. I'm not sure that's good or bad. We have a couple of new volunteers and lots of current volunteers really stepping up and helping out. We've had some behind the scenes drama that we've been dealing with for 3 years but we're above all ...

Yeah, the Indians won again! I never thought they'd make it this far, but go Tribe!

I got to thinking yesterday that Adam is probably lacking in the protein department since he hasn't been eating well the past week. I decided to give the kid a bean burrito and I'll be . . .the kid loved it. Now there is some good mother/son bonding time . . . . sharing a bean burrito together. I'm sure in about an hour he'll share that burrito with me again.

Lots have been wondering ...

Adam is still running a fever and seems tired all the time. This is day 11 of the fever. I don't know what to do. Doctors are soooooo annoying. If I take Adam in then they'll tell me nothing is wrong and that this is the normal part of going through this fall season. But my baby has had this fever for too long in my opinion.

Adam's big brother, Aaron is down sick, too! Ah yes, part of brotherly love is sharing everything, including germs. It was a seemingly wonderful day ...

Well, I did not get the answers I am needing! S had her appt. w/ the ped. surgeon today and I was hoping for some answers but I got none. I know something is going on w/ her but I can not get anyone to listen. I am sooo frusterated I could scream. We have drs. in two states and I think that is the problem @ times but financially we can not have all the drs in one place unless we lose out ped. surgeon from birth and I am not as happy w/ our drs in our home state as I am w/ the ones were she was born. ...