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I haven't posted in quite a while. Ethan enjoyed preschool and had a little graduation ceremony in May. He has had a great summer. We haven't done all we wanted to as I have had vestibular neuronitis. It starts out with an intense vertigo; when that stops your balance is affected and everything appears to shake (because there is some nystagmus in the eyes), you feel like a magnet is pulling you in different directions and there is a floaty feeling in your head. It is very hard to explain. But, ...

I'm not saying that it's all better because it's not. I don't think I will ever be completely over her death, I just think that it's starting to scar. I don't find myself crying as often. I have memories that are fond of her. I remember her wiggling in my tummy. I remember her getting all crazy when I drank orange juice. The way she bonded with my son even before she was outside of my body.
I just got her medical charts back and I'm puzzled. When the doctor came into my room that night she ...

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I am so excited to say I have two more weeks to meet my little cherub. As scared as I am that is nothing compared to how excited I am to be able to finally meet the little turd who has been keeping her feet in my ribs...lol. I decided to not have a baby shower just in case. I am a person who likes to stay in the anything can happen. Things may seem impossible but nothing is improbable. I want my family and friends to welcome Moriah home. I especially did not want to be stuck with baby items I may ...

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On December 6, 2011, I lost my little Leelu. In May of 2013, we found out that we were expecting again. Which of course caused a whole host of emotions (as well as a ridiculous number of doctor appointments throughout the pregnancy). So now I'm sitting here, watching my beautiful 5 month old Seraphina and feeling an overwhelming amount of guilt. I'm so thankful to have my little girl, but if Leelu had survived, I never would have gotten pregnant. So does that mean I shouldn't be thankful for Sera ...