The waiting game
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, 11-04-2007 at 06:08 PM (800 Views)
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Even though it's only been about a month, it feels like forever since we found out Lily has CDH. I'm thankful for all the information we've received. I feel much better knowing what to expect, well atleast knowing the different outcomes.
However, there is one hurdle we have yet to jump. We're waiting on our amnio test results. They said we should know by Wednesday. All of our plans are up in the air until then. The waiting game....sucks.
I'm ready to know what path the Lord has choosen for our little girl and our family. I see us going up north to PA and giving birth and Lily being treated at CHOP. Then I have moments of weakness, if that's what you want to call them. Where I see us here, waiting to let her go. I don't know how I'm going to make it through that if that is God's plan. How do you let go of a baby who is moving and living inside of you?
I try to keep my thoughts positive. I know we have so many people praying for us. They are very much appreciated.
I'm just ready to know.
I'm scared to know.
So here I wait...