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It has been almost 2 weeks since we put Sienna in her mausoleum drawer. it was an extremely emotionally difficult day but with it has come unexpected peace in my heart. I know she is where she needs to be and I'm surprised at how I am doing. I actually feel good. They allowed me to place her in the crypt instead of taking her from me. Usually they don't allow family members back there while they are sealing up the crypt, but they allowed me and my husband to lay her in there and place the letters ...
Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can i love when i'm afraid to fall but watching you stand alone all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow one step closer i have died everyday waiting for you darling, don't be afraid i have loved you for a thousand years i'll love you for a thousand more time stands still beauty in all she is i will be brave i will not let anything ...
Sienna was put to rest on last Saturday, ...a day that will live in my memories forever. Our priest said some wonderful things...one thing he kept repeating was "do not let your hearts be troubled" I think alot of parents on here who choose what we chose have troubled hearts. We got Sienna beautiful white roses in a pink vase with Precious Daughter inscribed on the ribbon. The nameplate was difficult to look at. How can I be burying one of my children at 27? Why did this happen to ...
It's a terrible day, I've cried most of it....thinking that it's the last day my little girl will be here at home, the last night she'll spend here with us. She will be going to Lincoln Memorial tomorrow for her service and be put in her drawer. There will be many pink roses laid there for her. I called the priest today and told him the entire story of Sienna and what happened to her because I needed him to know. I felt better after telling him everything. He is such a wonderful priest. He ...
Today we found out that Sienna's Mausoleum drawer is ready with her nameplate and date she earned her wings on it. I was late for work tonight and was going to stop to see it but I couldn't. I'm so scared to see it. to make this all the more real than it has already become over the last month. The first month was such a blur......i was in another place with everything i did...the last month now has cleared and with it becoming so real are coming with some awful grieving. One second i'm completely ...