Liam, I need your strength!
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, 08-24-2011 at 03:07 PM (2794 Views)
My Dear Liam,
Mama needs your strength right now! A good friend of Mama and Daddy's just had her baby, a boy named Austin. Your Auntie Whit sent me a picture, although I never wanted one. I know she wasn't trying to upset me, but now I sit here, a complete hysterical wreck, at my desk. I'm just devastated... I don't mean to sound like an awful friend, but it's just not fair! I'm devastated, bitter, upset and more sad than I knew I could ever be. If I can't have you, I feel like nobody should have a healthy baby. I know that sounds terrible, but it's how I feel. I told Ti Ti and Nonna to tell everyone that I don't want anymore pictures or details. I just don't care and don't want to know.
I feel awful for feeling this way, but I have to be real and feel my feelings.
Please, Liam, give me your strength! Mama needs you so much right now! (Although I ALWAYS need you, and ALWAYS WILL!)
I love you, My Perfect Boy,
All My Love,
Mama