Reaching for you, Liam!
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, 09-14-2011 at 12:40 PM (2046 Views)
Hello, My Perfect Peanut,
Liam, Momma is reaching for you again today! One of Momma's very best friend's had her baby today. I do not know yet what she had, his or her name, or if she and Baby are healthy, but I am assuming they are. Although I am so happy for her, I can feel myself crumbling and choking up. Moments like this pose the ever present question: Why weren't you healthy? Why did this happen to you.. to us as a family? It seems like everybody is having healthy babies all around us. Why did this fluke thing happen? Why was it not detected? Why.... everything?
I am reaching to the heavens for you, my Angel! Please continue to help me find any amount of strength and courage. I need you... I always need you.. and always will! Please wrap your gorgeous arms around me!
I miss you so so much, and I know that I will never stop missing you... or stop mourning for that matter.
With All My Love and SO Much More,
Momma