Settling in to our loss
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, 11-12-2012 at 11:19 AM (5434 Views)
We lost our precious baby girl just 2 1/2 weeks ago on October 25th. It was the saddest day I have ever experienced. She was absolutely beautiful and perfect on the outside. I tell myself that is why God took her after only 7 hours with us. While our doctors told us this was a possibility due to her CDH, we never imagined it would or could happen in the year 2012 as we had so much expertise and technology on our side. At birth it was discovered she virutally had no lung tissue on her left side and her right was severely underdevelped. In addition, she had a hole between the 2 bottom chambers of her heart and also an underdeveloped aorta. I think about her every second of every day and am trying to find a way to heal but honor my baby in all I do. My heart simply aches...........