Oh Kerri I am so sorry that you are going thru this. Marriage IS hard work!! I have been married for 17 years and there were rough spots! especially right after Logan was born. My hubby and I actually seperated 2 weeks before Log came home. CDH by itself is hard on a marriage as we girls can show our emotions.....guys are raised not too. I have the same advice for you as Danielle and everyone else......try to find a counselor. Even if your hubby will not go it will help you! You will have a "clearer" picture of what will make you happy. You might even gain some insight on how to help him thru the grieving process that goes along with CDH.

Please keep us updated and also know that you are in our hearts and we are alwyas here for you.

Barb