thank you all for your support. it took me so long to answer due to Kayla being in the hospital again since memorial day. we are expected to go back to the hospital for surgery in about 2 weeks for a G tube placement. i know its so tough marriage. It even harder when you have a sick baby. My husband and i did alot of talking this past week being stuck in the hospital. he didnt even relize how misreable he was making me. He said the same thing that he just gets so stress out because he is afraid for something to happen to Kayla. I know he adores her but sometimes he gets me so mad. i know he loves us both dearly but sometimes love isnt everything. you really got to act on your love and not think just saying i love you is enough cause its not anymore.