Kerri-
YOU have to do what your heart tells you.
I too think you going to see a counselor is a great idea.
You may find some peace and then you will know how to deal with all you are going through.
I wish I could take away the pain and make things right.
Please know you are not in this alone. We are here for you every step of the way. Come to us whenever you need to and we will offer you love and support and help you through.
Sending BIG hugs and positive thoughts.
Kayla--knows her Mommy loves her and you are doing SUCH A GREAT JOB!!! When you smile at her--she knows you will go to no end to protect her and take care of her and to love her.
You show this everyday to Kayla.
Kimberly--Thinking of you at this time. Sending positive thoughts.
Know that we are here for you also.